You are not an educator. You have not taught someone so much as helped them to learn, if they have learned something as a result of your teaching. I find the concept of words like teacher and educator, while useful shorthand, quite dangerous because they tie into the myth that education can be spoon-fed and that you can be responsible for someone else’s education. No-one is responsible for your education but you. If you don’t want to learn something, you won’t.